Truly , Madly, I have created this blog and writing this post with no particular thing in my mind...
But When i think about why am doing this.. many random thoughts are coming into my mind.... some of the thoughts are the incidents that i experienced before and others are heard / seen / felt somewhere ...
When I was 12 , I want to become a Cricketer and to play for Indian Cricket Team .. But when I became 16, I was crazy about computers ... I want to be a Software developer and chose Engineering And at 20 , I want to be a director ...wrote many scripts .. Now (at 22) I just feel What is that I really want in life ?
I like computers , But I hate learning something that Some One may get more money with it
I am in love with cinemas....It made changes in my life .... But I Hates it to the core some times..
I don’t want to work in banks or other shitty (IMO..sorry if it hurts ) govt office jobs ... . Please mom , don’t force me to prepare for govt exams
I thought, I am different from other guys... But like most of the guys, I got screwed up by a Girl .. I dont want to get into details.. Shit , i cant forgot her ..
I got a job offer from a company . I thought my life will be changed after joining the company.. But only the World Economy Changed ..and the Company was worst affected by recession .....And I'm jobless . WTF
And I dont damn care about my religion or status or job or caste or God or whatever personally ... but everywhere everyone are asking me the same....
At last, few questions to the creator ( jesus or allah or rama or whatever u call ) : WHY u have created this world ?????, what r u doing now ?? and what u ll get by doing it ?? And who created u ?? whether u r the source or u believe that someone else had created you ??? if you believe ask these same questions to ur creator
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Am I the most confused soul in the world ????If I ask this question to my friends .. .They 'll say "Don’t worry Praveen , you will get over this".. ..
Is it so ??? if i ll get over .. then answer me When ??
Do you guys think I am mad ? My illusions will Continue ... :)
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