Before 2 years , I was on love with computers... Every morning i ll wake up by seeing her face ( Monitor ) , Even In the college, During Lab hours , I will sit in front of her and will touch her hand ( keyboard ) all the time with lots of love.. .. As a result , I got selected in an IT company in my final year... ..
20 months goneeee..............
And Yeah.. The IT company called me now ( wow!! yeah....after fuckin 20 looooong months !!!!! ) to join at their Mumbai office
"What the fuck".. Few of my friends say .. "you have wasted these months by sitting simply @ home". .And few other "very much concerned" relatives say .. "You must have at least done your higher studies which might have given you a Masters degree"
I bet those everyone " The 20 months experience which i have gained by sitting simply in home is far beyond the experiences given by any IT company or whatever company "
And yeah.. Am going to miss the 20 colorful vetty months in my life for sure after reaching Bombay...Oh..sorry, "Mumbai".. Jai Maharashtra :)..
In one of those 20 months, I planned to make a short film with my friends selva and Elan .. I prepared a 15 minutes script.. did tutorials on Sony Cine-score, Cleared my camera Lens, Visited and fixed Locations ..But, due to many critical problems ( non availability of female character !!! ) , the film was dropped in the middle Though it was dropped, My love towards making a Feature Film sharpens ..... I begin to avoid my old crush ( computer programs) and started to go behind Cinema..
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| Places I Visited with Selva and Kutty For Making my First Movie... |
After that , Making Cinema is like Making love :) for me ..You know , when I write the script, when I handle my camera, when I mix the Frames, When I take Photographs.. I just feel like ...I am in love with my Camera and have to make love ( Feature film :P) soon.....
But I got the date of joining now ( "hell"..... . i got it after 20 months ) ..Yeah I had crush with computers before 2 years ...But she dumped me by telling reasons like recession and world economy ..and now she s back to form like samantha :P ( in the climax scene of - VTV Telugu version ) and wants me to love her back.. And now I have to chose between computers ( ex gf ) and Cinema ( one side love :( ) . ......
And after so many random thoughts, I decided to satisfy my ex-gf as well as my one side love.... ,,,
I dont want to be one of those 55 year old man who says "Damn it...I have wasted my life working for others...I should have been a movie director at the age of 25 itself" .....
I will direct a movie for sure.. And for that i need to earn some money now ....
So the first phase for "directing a movie" is to earn some money.. .So I am going to undertake the first phase of my life by going to the job now to make my one -side love story a grand success....
So i am going to take my job for bringing my dream to real....
Dreams are something which wont come true without tremendous effort and fast chase . And yeah I am happy with chasing my dream of directing a feature film ( new girl of-course )......